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I promise myself that i will always love me, i will always be there, i will always understand and care, no one will ever come between us, i will be here every night, i will laugh at jokes, i will be here till death, i will never laugh if i fall and i will never leave because i am the only one i love. No one will ever be able to love me this way.
Me and my dad listening to WMYB in the car
One Direction:
You're insecure,
Dad: No, I am not.
One Direction: Don't know what for.
Dad: You don't know how to listen.
One Direction: You're turning heads when you walk through the do-o-or.
Dad: Okay, thank you.
One Direction: Don't need make up.
Dad: I don't want any.
One Direction: To cover up.
Dad: I let it shine!
One Direction: Being the way that you are is enou-ou-ough.
Dad: I try to stay true to myself.
One Direction: Everyone else in the room can see it.
Dad: Is my fly unzipped?
One Direction: Everyone else but you-ou.
Dad: It is, isn't it?
One Direction: Baby, you light up my world like nobody else.
Dad: Please don't call me baby.
One Direction: The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed.
Dad: I'm pretty sure a 47 year old man won't get a teenage boy overwhelmed.
One Direction: And when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell...
Dad: The floor doesn't make me happy!
One Direction: You don't know-oh-oh!
Dad: I don't know what?
One Direction: You don't know your beautiful!
Dad: Aww! Thanks, boiiis!
One Direction: If only you saw what I can see.
Dad: Just point it out, bud. I'll take a look.
One Direction: You'd understand why I want you so desperatley.
Dad: No.
One Direction: Right now I'm looking at you and I can't belive.
Dad: Believe it then look away.
One Direction: You don't know-oh-oh.
Dad: Oh God, not this again.
One Direction: You don't know you're beautiful oh oh!
Dad: I know I am beautiful, can you please get the memo?
One Direction: That's what makes you beautiful!
Dad: No, my facial features and charming personality make me beautiful.
One Direction: So c-come on!
Dad: No.
One Direction: You got it wrong.
Dad: No.
One Direction: To prove I'm right I put it in a so-o-ong.
Dad: Unnecessary.
One Direction: I don't know why, you're being shy.
Dad: I don't know why, you're being stupid.
One Direction: And turn away when I look into your ey-ey-eyes.
Dad: We could have a staring contest if you want, That's cool.
~CHORUSx2~
One Direction: na na na na na na naaa na na
Dad: ya ya ya ya ya ya yaaa ya ya
One Direction: na na na na na na
Dad: oui oui oui oui oui oui
One Direction: na na na na na na naaa na na
Dad: si si si si si si siii si si
One Direction: na na na na na na
Dad: Why are we so repetitive?
One Direction (Harry's solo): Baby you light up my world like nobody else?
Dad: Do I look like a light bulb?
One Direction: The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed.
Dad: Why are we so quiet all of a sudden?
One Direction: But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell.
Dad: Oh my god!
~CHORUS~:
One Direction: You don't know-ow-ow!
Dad: Yes I do.
One Direction: You don't know your beautiful! oh oh
Dad: YES I do.
One Direction: You don't know your beautiful! oh oh
Dad: YES I DO!
One Direction: That's what makes you beautiful!
Dad: Never doubt it.
Me: Oh my God Dad!
Dad: Can you please give those five homosexuals the key to idiot-ville, because they deserve it.
Dad: BITCH I KNOW I'M BEAUTIFUL, OKAY?
Dad: No, I am not.
One Direction: Don't know what for.
Dad: You don't know how to listen.
One Direction: You're turning heads when you walk through the do-o-or.
Dad: Okay, thank you.
One Direction: Don't need make up.
Dad: I don't want any.
One Direction: To cover up.
Dad: I let it shine!
One Direction: Being the way that you are is enou-ou-ough.
Dad: I try to stay true to myself.
One Direction: Everyone else in the room can see it.
Dad: Is my fly unzipped?
One Direction: Everyone else but you-ou.
Dad: It is, isn't it?
One Direction: Baby, you light up my world like nobody else.
Dad: Please don't call me baby.
One Direction: The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed.
Dad: I'm pretty sure a 47 year old man won't get a teenage boy overwhelmed.
One Direction: And when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell...
Dad: The floor doesn't make me happy!
One Direction: You don't know-oh-oh!
Dad: I don't know what?
One Direction: You don't know your beautiful!
Dad: Aww! Thanks, boiiis!
One Direction: If only you saw what I can see.
Dad: Just point it out, bud. I'll take a look.
One Direction: You'd understand why I want you so desperatley.
Dad: No.
One Direction: Right now I'm looking at you and I can't belive.
Dad: Believe it then look away.
One Direction: You don't know-oh-oh.
Dad: Oh God, not this again.
One Direction: You don't know you're beautiful oh oh!
Dad: I know I am beautiful, can you please get the memo?
One Direction: That's what makes you beautiful!
Dad: No, my facial features and charming personality make me beautiful.
One Direction: So c-come on!
Dad: No.
One Direction: You got it wrong.
Dad: No.
One Direction: To prove I'm right I put it in a so-o-ong.
Dad: Unnecessary.
One Direction: I don't know why, you're being shy.
Dad: I don't know why, you're being stupid.
One Direction: And turn away when I look into your ey-ey-eyes.
Dad: We could have a staring contest if you want, That's cool.
~CHORUSx2~
One Direction: na na na na na na naaa na na
Dad: ya ya ya ya ya ya yaaa ya ya
One Direction: na na na na na na
Dad: oui oui oui oui oui oui
One Direction: na na na na na na naaa na na
Dad: si si si si si si siii si si
One Direction: na na na na na na
Dad: Why are we so repetitive?
One Direction (Harry's solo): Baby you light up my world like nobody else?
Dad: Do I look like a light bulb?
One Direction: The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed.
Dad: Why are we so quiet all of a sudden?
One Direction: But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell.
Dad: Oh my god!
~CHORUS~:
One Direction: You don't know-ow-ow!
Dad: Yes I do.
One Direction: You don't know your beautiful! oh oh
Dad: YES I do.
One Direction: You don't know your beautiful! oh oh
Dad: YES I DO!
One Direction: That's what makes you beautiful!
Dad: Never doubt it.
Me: Oh my God Dad!
Dad: Can you please give those five homosexuals the key to idiot-ville, because they deserve it.
Dad: BITCH I KNOW I'M BEAUTIFUL, OKAY?
Fake A—>☻
Maybe i should just give up and die. No one needs me anyway. At least not anyone i have seen or met or known. I’m gonna do this one last thing for you because i love you.
What do you suppose suicide feels like? In particular cutting your wrists…I think you just lay there while the blood trickles from your arm until your weak and feel exhausted and then you get final rest the most peaceful sleep….well that’s what i wish it could be.
Want is it that makes me not deserving of happiness?
Its killing me when your away i wanna leave and i wanna stay so confused so hard to choose between the pleasure ad the pain. I know its wrong and i know its right i know im gonna loose this fight my heart will overrule my mind and i’m not strong enough to stay away.
I’m so tired of being here surpressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave i wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here and it wont leave me alone.
The simplicity of love. Yet the complexity of it amazes me to no end. Loving him is the best feeling i have ever had, loosing him i know will be the worst… I can only hope it will last forever.
It has been a while…
Her heart is so heavy the pain is so intense. Pretending doesnt work when you can’t bare the harshness of reality.
Just another Sunday morning…..


